life testing me once again, not to me directly, but through the most beloved person of mine. I really am willing to switch my place with him so I’ll be the one who suffer instead of him. for him, I would. In the recent chain of unfortunate events, Life showed me who really on my side, and who’s the fakest group of people who claimed to be on my side. God, they’re ruthless, like a leech, they really attempted to suck money, time, and I believe they want to suck the life out of me, if possible.

for a few months I cried, stepped away from any social media because I didn’t wish to see anything related to that group of people. What did I do wrong to them so much that they really showed me no empathy, nor compassion, just pure rudeness. they’re worst than strangers.

That moment, I knew, it’s only me and my most beloved one, Us alone.

for all this time I was always kind to them, and this is how they reciprocate for what I did? noted. I will not trust them ever again.

remember my last post about no positive side of being a kind, honest person? I still think that’s true, I’ve been stabbed left and right by cruel, heartless, unskillful people. but now I finally cut them off, and be able to write here, well at least it means my mind is no longer scattered.

and by the way, despite what I said about being a kind person, I think I still gonna try to be one, I’m not doing it for other people, I’m doing it for me, out of spite, just to proof even after what I’ve been through, I still be able to be a decent human being.

watch me.